hello friends of the webworld and beyond. (: today has been pretty amazing. (:
i woke up and scrunched my hair so it would look pretty for the special occasion and then went into the kitchen to see that momma had made orange rolls for breakfast. yummy. i had three. and in my chair at the table was a present, even though my party was last weekend. inside the box i found a pretty new journal, polkadot pen, $25 gift card to barnes and noble, and neon socks that i’ve been wanting forever. then i put on my tiara and birthday girl ribbon and went to school. first period my bestie brought me a gift card to target and neon cupcakes that were so amazingly pretty i didn’t even open the container until i got home because i wanted to take a picture. then i ate a blue one (: also in first period my teacher put my name on the board and gave me candy. second and third period my teachers stopped class to say acknowledge me and my tiara. fifth period my teacher sang to me in spanish and gave me a certificate, we also played bingo and i won twice plus once yesterday. amazing luck. then in sixth period i got a certificate from the school with a piece of candy on it. i stayed after for a junior advisory comittee meeting but when i got home momma was there! her work had closed early because they were worried about the snow that was supposed to come later tonight, so she got to come home! then since i got to pick what we had for dinner and where we went we stayed home and daddy brought papa john’s pizza, momma fixed tator tots, and daddy also brought home a blizzard cake since i finished the one from my party last saturday on thursday. also, facebook/twitter/myspace/etc messages are still popping up with birthday wishes and on STL there was a thread just for me with love and praise from everybody. oh, and i got wishes happy birthday about 39528471592587983507 times.
all in all today has been perfectly amazing. the perfect birthday i’ve dreamed about for years. so as i sit her typing up my recolections of this day i am reminded that despite all the hell i have to deal with throughout the year i truly am blessed and lucky to have all of these amazingly epic people in my life.
iloveyou all so so so very much. thank you for the perfect birthday. ;D
Epiphany? More like finally expressing the realization I've always known.
Okay, so for the first time in my life I may be trying to explain something and NOT be able to get it out clearly on paper. But I’ll try anyway. This post is dedicated to Glee, and if it seems too stupid or obsessive or freakish to you, then screw off. Okay, here goes nothing…
I’ve just finished watching some of the episodes on DVD (Sectionals and Pilot, in that order just in case you were curious) and I feel the need to try and share the many emotions that are swirling around inside my body.
I have no idea why this show is so amazing. Well, actually, that’s kind of a lie. I do know why it’s amazing. One; The music is amazing, and it’s hard to find covers of good music that don’t completely suck. This cast is not only able to make the numbers not suck, but they make it as good, if not BETTER, than the original version. Two; The dancing is cool. The moves are cheesy enough to be show choir, but not too cheesy as to seem stupid. They have just the right amount of cheese :) Three; These people have talent. And not just that, “She can cry well on cue and he has a good intense look” kind of talent, but the kind of talent that makes you go, “Wow. They were meant to do this, because it is a real shame to let a gift like that be wasted and not shared with the world.” They’re special, and they all deserve everything good that comes to them. Four; I guess it’s just the overall message and vibe of the show. It gives me that warm, happy feeling that is hard to describe but completely amazing all on its own. When you watch this show you’re sucked into this world full of angst and craziness, but in the end it’s music that brings all of these different groups of people together. And from that common interest brings new discoveries of friendship and togetherness and love and something that is so amazing because you know that it wouldn’t have that same feel of magic if these kids weren’t so different. And that’s what it’s all about. Finding something you love that you may not have expected to be there in the first place and coming together with new people to embark on journeys that change your life in a positive way that can only be described as super freaking fucking amazing.This show gives me hope and strength and it inspires me to work hard at something to get that feeling that I think is everyone’s true goal to find. Again, this may sound crazy and way too in-depth of a speech about a TV show, but I can’t help it. This show makes me believe. And as they always say…..